iloveher (x
she's FOREVER MINE`
2nd in my heart till the end of time `
we both HATE that fcuking bitch !


awww . i looked ugly cann ?! wahahas .
lol .
fcuk seh that bitch =]]x
we detest her cann ?!
hurhurs .
YOU ARE THEN TWO SIDED luh .
PLK ! haha .
i just so love NANA (x

30 10 06


mwaahahahas (:
woke up by sister today ):
she doesnt allow me to slp
bcos ytd i talk to ahhwee & cousin on the fone
thn too loud ,
she slping
thn she angry -.-
lol .
thn kena gan loh .
hmmm .
thn morning she gan loh.
thn i say cant slp jiu conference luh
thn she say now wake up ,
confirm at night cann slp -.-
thn she pull me & mom to kovan -.-
makan breakfast .
like its gonna be afternoon soon loh !.
hmmm .
thn bathe le jiu headed to kovan ><
hmmm.
makan liao thn go shopping wit mom again (x
sister went off .
lol .
meet her fren -.-
pangseair kia !
lol .
nvm .
thn whn to shop for bra (x
haha.
lol.
bought bra !!
haha.
ahhwee confirm laugh whn he sees dhis post (:
so now we can imagine how pervertic is he (x
lol .
hmmm.
thn bought clips too (:
bcos i lost my black one.
so i went to buy a WHITE one (:
&& now i have superrr duperr manyyy clipps ohkays (:
hmmm.
thn bluhbluhbluh ~
went to shop for my shorts ><
mom was great !
intented to buy me shorts (:
but all i dont like -.-
lol.
so in the end didnt buy .
lol !.
hmmm.
&&& saw peirong (:
she said she cant talk bcos she pierce her tongue .
well ,
haha .
lol !.
hmmm .
thn reached home (:
mommy bought me choco baby (:
mwahahas !
&& adrain msg me (:
haha .
thn chatted with him .
saying abt THAT GIRL !
haha .
yesyes !
everyone thinks she'd changed (:
BITCHY mah (x
haha .
lol.!
you knw why ?
bcos she's not my friend .
all my friends are NOT BITCHY !.
haha .
LOL !.
hmmm .
bitch bitch bitch !
only knw how to step =]]x
lol-.-
&& everyone is telling me tht she'd changed luh .
haha .
thank god !.
hmmm .
thn son & dear was like ,
nvm loh .
you have me mah (:
haha .
my son is the best (x
haha .
&& nana is the GREATEST of all (:
wahahas `
ilove nana !
she sent me some edited pic (:
will upload soon hokays !
haha.
hmmm .
thn ahhwee left me
& headed to work )x
haha .
my stupid destiny nvr pey me sia.
luckily dear was there (:


hmmm.
saw * online (:
still v. upset & heartbroken loh.
but nvm luh .
everything has past .
like whad i always say .
every good thing have to come to an end (:
so ,
i prayed .
& i thank god !.
i decided to let him go .
haha :D
im gonna let him go.
& im gonna move on.
this time round .
the devil is not gonna work in me .
devil is not gonna control me anymore `
this time round ,
im really gonna move on.
no matter how many times im caught in * attention,
im not gonna be attracted to him .
i swear !
im not gonna live in pain & suffer bcos of him anymore (:
im gonna be the same cheeyen
& ahhwee's princess (:
the person who appears to be a lil girl in everyone's eyes xD
im gonna live life to the fullest again hokays (:
haha .
&&&&&yes!.
he's not gonna change me .
i have to stick to my PRINCIPLE !
`nth's gonna change me !.
` i am who i am (:
haha .
yes !.
i cant possibly changed bcos if him alone .
its nvr possible (:
i wont be tht happy afterall ~
anyway ,
afterall ,
dont you ppl think tht i've grown up ? XD
i hope you ppl will say yes xD
haha .
bcos i knw darling they all confirm disagree )x
haha.
im always the lil girl in their eyes .
i dont knw why (x
haha.
im happy to be with them,
though i dont like them calling me 'hey little girl !'
haha.
but i always gets the most attention frm them.
hahah.
i felt so loved <3
bahahas !.
of course mah.
they are my aizai ginna bodoh ~
haha.
im so proud to be with them`
luckily i ended up in 2c dhis yr .
thts why i could get the chance to knw them (:
&& they got the chance to call me lil girl -.-
lovelovelove (:

really thank god `

&&& now is THANKS GIVING session (:

`to GOD~
i thank god for blessing me with all these friends ard me . when i needed a pair of listening ears , they nvr fail to become one of them (x

`to yangzhi~
my lovely son . haha . i so love you cann !? my one & only son . haha . cant believe we fell out many times in the past but still remained close aft those hard times of quarrels (: ihope you will still stay by my side no matter whad . im gonna miss those days with you. we both dont look forward to next yr's class uh ? hais . how we wish , we'll be in the same class xD && thankew son , you always stood by me no matter whad happens (: even whn i fail just one subject , i teared for it , you were still there for mommy ` iloveyou xD && i will nvr forget those escapes days & exchanging bags days . im so proud of you (: haha . though tht stupid nike bag is so precious to you , && you've nvr lent it to anyone bfore , but you still lent it to me (: im really so touch oh . haha . ilove those lame & fun days whrby classes are so boring & we left classes & we went to disiao other classes de teachers & do other things tgt loh with woomaoo they all (x memories will NEVER be FORGOTTEN ` :DDDD & you are gonna be my son till the end of time (x

` to nana ~
bitch ! haha . iloveyou super duperr much loh ! you are the second in my life now (: the first is always GOD. im sorry . haha . lol . nana , you really nvr fail to be my listening ears for all these days though you also have your own problems . i've been struggling so hard with him . & i wanted to give up . but you were always always there . every now & everywhere asking me to stand firm (: im so so so grateful tht i've knw you baby (: && i will give yours the shortest speech bcos my love for you cant describe by words & typings . iloveyou sister (: tiongxim purple sisters uh ! you are the best (x

` to derrick ~
haha . dear (: lol -.- i knw you like who hor ! haha . she's my nana leh . haha . you wanto jio her also must go thru me 1st (: wahahas . lol . thankew leh woomaoo . thankew for all these days . for standing by me no matter whad happens (: still rmb we used to have conflicts bcos .. haha . lol =]]x hmmm . but now we are like superr duperr close cann ?! haha . thanks for your lame joke luh ! to bright up my life each day (: you are a GREAT DEAR to me (: haha . im not bad also hor ! tht time the smoking case , i v. worried for you all sia . haha =]]x lol (: iloveyou luh !.

`to ahhwee ~
destiny , i've nvr been so close to a guy whom i knw not more than one month (x haha . you shld be proud but beware bcos anytime my dear will come & beat you up bcos of jealousy . haha . im just joking (: hmmm . i really treasure the friendship i have with you loh ! you were there by my side no matter whad . & you were always standing by me even though you .. haha . so far , i've shared TWO SECRETS with you le orh (: haha . hmmm . im so proud & honoured to tell pp you're my destiny . no regrets knwing you too & i believe you will keep all the secrets uh . bcos im your course of events . thts whad you named me (: iloveyou `

`to farhan ~
everything's over (: im loving him no more . i knw i cann stop falling in love with him & i really stopped . thankew farhan . though we talk so less during redcross , you still lent me your listening ears (: im so touched . i always hated redcross so much & i've nvr believe tht i cann meet true friends through redcross . YOU are the one who changed my mind (: haha . you are the 1st & only one who were there by my side whn i needed somebody` you are the 1st one frm redcross . & i believe theres no 2nd one . haha . bcos they are all so childish =]]x though we not knw each other tht well , you still tries your very best to understand me & my feeling . i swear tht i will nvr delete away those msg you send me tht night esp the sms one ! haha . you are really the GREATEST FRIEND i ever met (: a guy wit so much patient . haha . i cant believe you have so much patient even with me . bcos i knw im v. whad luh . haha . iloveyou luh farhan . my maid always ! haahs . i enjoy being your mom (: teeehee (x i will go for redcross for the sake of you . if one day you see me not in redcross anymore , the problem lies with you . haha . im just joking ~ haha .

` to eugene
baby . thankew for standing by me also . though we seriously dont knw whads on our both minds , i still treasure you baby (: cheerup yea . iloveyou ` dont leave me (: bcos i so love you when you call me baby ! haha . im abit crazy at this moment . so dont take whadtever i say to heart uh . but ILOVEYOU still ! haha (x

`to wengchew
bestee ! iloveyou luh . thanks for being by my side . haha . && being a fcuker who fcuks ard with lame jokes just to make me smile & laugh (: so love you cann . i missed you so much when you are at china . && now tht you are baq , im so so so happy you knw ! bcos you said you wanto accompany me go cut hair (x iloveyou`

`yeancheng
laopo . how abt our outing tml sia ? haha . i called my kendre haopengyou to tagged along le (x whad about you ? iloveyou <3>

` to sunita , jas , etc
pp , i dont blame you guys for not lending me your listening ears . bcos i believe you guys have problems also . just do takecare uh (: && sunita . treat your boy well uh ! haha . msg me once you get baq your freaking darn fone. haha (x



haha .
end im gonna end my day like that for today (:
im overjoy-ed
i think i really dont have to cry so much over him .
bcos he dont even knw ,
& he dont even love me at all (:

&&& i love my bra !
haha .
oops =]]x
sorry guys .
you knw im abit too opened de uh !
haha .
who dont knw /!
haha.
LOL !.

&& fook !
theres so many hongsters in singapore loh !
msging me in friendster like everyday with a different guy msging me ?!
asking for number & intro -.-
sarks cann !?
i hate it luh ! ><
haha .
dear cant stand it.
bcos he says they are flirting me ><
hahah .
lol -.-


iloveyou ppl ~

PICTURES FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS (:


let justice & praise
bcome my embrace
` to love you frm the inside out (:


baby ,
if i am really yours forever (:
i wanto love you frm the inside out
& not frm the outside in `


iloveyou (:
if only i could turn baq time `

i promised ahhwee tht im not gonna shed anymore tears for ****** anymore (x


boy , i wanto be yours forever <3
&& its true tht i've really fallen in love with you `
hais ~

i really treasure & cherish the times whn im with her (x


in the stupid fitting room (x

its princess' properties (:
so im the princess (x

bitches till the end of time (:

i wanto be seen by you every moment (:

sunita & cheeyen (:
darlyns ~

whn i took it ,
nana said she dont knw me (x
wahahas ~

eee !
nana told me abt the guys' nipps (x
whn we were slacking at allea (:
she's pervertic uh !

i superr duperr love santas cann ?!
i love christmas more (x

i took this ! (:

nana & cheeyen ^^

29 11 06


boring luh ~
today whole day stay at home ):
thn today help nana precious (:
nana & baobei ohkays lers (:
im so so so happy for them.
i hope they really wont drift orh (x
&&& nana dont anyhow think le ohkays !
everything is fine liao (:
hmmm.
thn today whole day off hp sia )x
no mood luh .
i really miss him alot sia .
hais .
i miss him luh bodoh ~
lol lol lol .
thn derrick & me crapped for the whole day sia (:
haha .
thn my baobei son LIM YANGZHI is gd enuff luh =\
i say derrick v. gd thn he bs (:
ahaha .
playplay de luh (:
wahahas .
hmmm.
boring luh~
ahhwee also nvr pey me at all .
hais .
whad kind of destiny ):
alright .
whadtever -.-
gonna upload those photos i've taken for the past days (:

gdbye pp !
takecares .
loves <3

28 11 06


ohkays .
woke up so bloody late today )x
bcos i slept at 5 am !
NICK DEAR was GREAT (x
he accompanied me for the WHOLE MORNIN (x
we were chatting in msn luh .
cant slp )x
bcos once close my eyes
thn will think of him liao )x
hmmm .
whadtever luh .
he dont even treasure my love .
i dont see the fooking reason why shld i blog abt him )x
hmmm .
thn met nana precious 3pm.
sadd case .
i was late !.
sorry nana bitch )x
wahahas .
all bcos of my bloody sickness luh !
stomach painpain & slight fever & headache
hais .
many sickness luh ~
bloody hell )x
&&& nana call me bastard (x
&&& she said im her FOREVER BITCH (x
teehee .
28 11 06 im nana's FOREVER BITCH (x
wahahs .
loves luh (x
ilove nana bitch SO MUCH loh (x
hmmm .
thn met her at banquet .
saw ziying (:
thn chatted with her on the way .
she's superr cutecann ?!
her feet is like so so so small luh (x
hmmm .
thn went with nana bitch to kfc (x
ate & crap.
haha .
so vulgar sia )x
hahas .
thn saw dhis lil boy .
he's superr cute but poorthing luh .
he hit his head on the chair.
& nana was laughing all the way luh .
haha .
me too (x
BAHAHAHAS !
thn nana said
'knn , he tot is escape sia. chua sai'
haha .
so bloody funny sia.
wahahs .
thn we cant stopp laughing luh.
haha.
pp you knw me (x
no matter how sad am i ,
i will still smile .
bcos smiling is my upmost priority (x
wahahs .
hmmm .
thn i eat very long ,
nana bth .
haha .
thn she ask me packet
bcos she v. cold .
haha .
thn i go get the plastic bag.
stupid nana bitch .
haha .
thn i go disiao the uncle.
mwahahas .
oops =]]x
wahahs .
thn went to allea .
slacked thr (x
thn of course ..
ZILIAN-ed (x
thn ahhwee msg me (X
yayyness !
haha .
my friends all tot i stead with ahhwee sia -.-
stupid loh.
haha.
me & ahhwee is not tgt ,
but its more than a normal friend (x
he's my destiny mah .
& im his course of events .
wahahs .
thn play&crapped .
slack& crapped.
wahahas .
thn saw regina & xiaojess !
haha .
pretty luh (x
hmmm .
lol.
thn whn shopping ard .
bought my clip (x
bcos i lost it mah.
so bought it baq again.
wahahas .
thn went baq to allea .
thn slack again .
zilian again .
thn went ard the whole cp again .
mwahahas .
thn i go disturb the security guard .
haha .
thn i go take photo of the stupid santaclous.
ltr will upload it (x
nana hate them man.
bcos she say they v. cb & noisy.
haha.
wanto tear dwn their mouths .
ahah.
i saw elf !
haha.
thn nana say she dont knw me )X
haha .
thn nana say the security guard report me.
wahha .
like who cares luh ?!
im not in the good mood loh.
im finding something to make me laugh cann ?!
mwahahahs.
lols.
shagg ~
hmmm.
thn slack again.
haha.
thn i created a name for nana's ex.
haha .
HUNKEE KIA !
haha.
super cute luh the name .
of course .
bcos is i create de mah.
hmmm.
nana cant find hk today .
haha.
thn whole day no smoke .
wahahs .
thn before tht .
regina oso came to ask if we have hk.
lol .
too bad .
dont have
hahas .
lol -.-
thn went to footcourt .
saw my idiot & bro-in-law.
wahhas .
lol.
& i demanded for derrick .
haha .
but he went home liaos
too bad .
thn ask idiot if he has hk.
but dont have )x
my woomaoo also quit smoking liao sia.
haha .
how great man !
congrats (x
im so proud of you boy (:
wahahas .
thn went to slack again.
haha .
nana bitch bought her ice-cream (x
thn i wanto disturb pp .
nana say is my sch de .
thn i ask nana to do smth .
haha .
thn very funny.
lol.
thn nana bitch dont want .
lol .
so bad !
hahas .
thn nana told me many things .
she's sadd sia )x
dont be sadd nana .
cheerup ohkays !
haha .
im here whad .
im feeling MORE LOUSY than you loh (x
but i still smile .
haha.
nana cant cry when she's with me de loh .
haha .
bcos of my stupid bloody face.
whn she sees my face ,
she cann laugh -.-
dont knw why .
haha .
bcos i got jiaobin bodoh~
haha.
lol -.-
hmmm .
thn slack & LRT-ed home (X
told nana many things luh (x
haha.
thn she was like
'woahs ! so sweet !'
haha.
-.-
lol .
if only i could turn baq time baby .
hmmm .
&& today nana is suppose to share with me her problems .
but we played the whole day luh
& we slacked at sk the whole day -.-
so boring .
im getting sick & tired of dhis fooking sk.
haha.
hmmm .
thn i went off first .
followed by nana (x
hahah.
ilove my BITCH !
haha.
bastard !
haha .
hmmm .
yeancheng laopo msg-ed me (x
haha.
we're going out soon man !
haha.
hmmm.
im so so so happy !
blah ~
hmmm.
haha.
i just wnto laugh luh !
hais .
ahha .
thn reached home .
the stupid asshole .
i knw this new guy .
his name is called leslie .
haha.
he's super duperr cute & funny luh .
thn he bully me -.-
just knw me thn bully me liaos.
whad a asshole cann !?
arghs !
dont like this kinda guy .
haha.
lol.
he call me stupid !
haha.
thn say i siao .
bahahah !
thn followed by anthony.
he talked to me,
asking me to takecare(x
haha.
thankew kor.
im really so sick luh.
having HIGH FEVER!
grrr..
morning was just slight fever luh .
& now is high fever ?!
lol.
thn hands & legs very jelly.
no strength at all )x
hmmm .
thn * talk to me (x
im over joyed.
lol.
he ask me takecare wor !
but darling said ,
he's fooking just trying to play with my feelings .
so i dont knw whad to do .
& who to listen.
hais.
whadtever luh.
everything arent going on well )x
lol.
thn saw his nick.
having headache .
same as me .
so i went to disturb .
saying i bluetooth to him -,-
haha.
lol.
bcos i very bored loh.
really is bored until cannot describe luh.
ahaha.
thn i went to disturb others .
haha.
thn stanley bth me .
haha.
everyone bth me )x
haha.
bcos i tooo lame liao.
haha.
i go tell them ilove *
thn dey ask me who ?
thn i say shuddup!
haha.
thn all dulan me )x
hhaha.
i also ownself find de luh .
haha
go tell them & scold them for no reason,
wahahs.
lol .
thn now ahhwee online liaos.
teehee (x
iwanto go chat with ahhwee liao.
byebye (x
wahahas .

lovelovelove <3

i had a great day today (x
&&& thankew farhan.
you are really sucha great friend to me (x
even until now ,
you are still caring abt my feelin g!
wahahs .
iloveyou baby (x

27 11 06


i thought today is suppose to be a great day for me .
nvm ,
i'll just summarise it again .
woke up ard 11 plus ,
by *'s call ,
lol .
then online ,
py say meet at orchad ,
latest is 5 .
so mrt-ed thr .
reached orchard mrt .
this stupid purple guy came to me .
forcing me to donate $$ -.-
asshole .
i couldnt find my cousin liao
& still ask me donate $$ .
wahahas .
but he's quite cute luh .
thn i lost -.-
couldnt find py at all .
then call the whose hp .
haha .
forget his name .
lol .
only knw he likes my cousin.
wahahas .
he dont look nice =x
lol.
then found the guy .
he was just standing beside me -.-
wahahas .
how hilarious ?!
then cousin lost -.-
went to find her .
thn saw dora mummy !
wahahs .
hugged her (x
imissher so so so much luh !
then my stupid cousin ,
so bloody buey paiseh !
go tell my dora mommy
saying that she's my cousin !
like who dont knw ?!
wahahs .
then found her luh .
ahha .
shopped & slacked .
went to far east plaza .
shopped .
then dont knw whad happen .
met siewling & siewzhen at cineleisure .
then shopped .
* called ,
then * said he's coming .
i was over joyed ohkays !
but i acted as if im not.
wahahas .
thn py went to find the guys to take baq her pooh bear .
thn i went to find the girls (x
thn py asked us go there .
bcos * is here .
wdh luh .
he's the king meh ?!
hahas .
lol .
thn went to cheers .
py bought the thing for smokers to bcome high ?
i dont knw .
haha .
thn i bought one drink for myself & 1 for her (x
thn went out .
saw *
hais .
looked into his bloody eyes .
he attracted me )x
hais .
but he's no longer mine .
thn we all went up to 4th floor .
arcade .
thn they jio girls .
ask for their no. -.-
lol .
* asked too ?
i dont knw .
but was sad luh .
hais .
thn mark & nana precious called me (x
cheered me up man .
wahahs .
i wasnt feeling well ,
my legs were numb man .
fook it luh !
haha .
lol .
thn slacked & mrt-ed home .
many things luh.
but jus im not in the mood of blogging .
board the train.
thn saw * running dwn the stairs .
he stood outside the door of the mrt train .
its too late .
the door has closed .
damn it .
fook it man !
hais .
at that moment i really wanted to cry .
suddenly i feel like telling him how much i love him still .
then i cried all out .
mark & nana precious panicked i guess .
haha .
they were shock luh .
wahahas .
thn i just hang up the call
i dont wanto let ppl hear me cry .
then * call me .
asking whr am i ,
i wished i could tell him that im just beside him .
but i wasnt
whad to do ?
i cant do anything .
ohdear !
nana was great !
she sent me a msg .
'mei , don't sad luh. he will realise how much you loveee him someday (:'
i was so touched to receive that msg frm nana .
though we are no longer in e same sch ,
she still loves me loh (x
i love her too (x
wahahas .
hmmm .
thn nana called (x
i cried & told her lotsa stuff ,
i told her how mucch i loveee *
& how much i have to tell *
hais .
i really wanto tell * how much i love him .
but i dont have the chance to .
hais .
always i have to hide it frm others .
whn they say biaojie you like * right .
&& i fooking have to say NO !
its a lie ohkay !
i still do love him ALOAD !
thn i cried in public luh .
everyone was looking loh !
i was wishing if i didnt board the train ,
& i could see his face again .
hais .
& the worse part was ,
he called & say
'its v late alrdy , somemore you alone . must becareful ohkay . ohkay bye .'
fook it man !
hais .
he sounded as if he has not much time left .
lol !
dont wanto talk then say dont wanto talk luh !
at least mark was kind enuff to say send me home !
unlike him* !
argh !
mark was kind luh .
but fooker one luh .
haha .
he ask me go pp meet him
& he'll send me home -.-
by the time ,
i might as well dont go home right ?
wahahs .
thn was crying all along luh .
thn nana was
'dont cry leh . i hear you cry i also wanto cry le sia '
haha .
thn i stopped .
haha .
thn i keep on looking at the escalator sia .
i keep on hoping tht i will see * rushing dwn to find me (x
but all was jus a stupid thinking .
i dont understand why i let so many trains pass by me ,
just bcos to see him
when i knw i cant ?!
how foolish am i man .
thanks nana (x
you really have been my GREAT LISTENING EARS (x
iloveyou so so so muchhhh xD

thn nana really pey me till i reach home sia .
even though she has netball tml .
she's really a GREAT FRIEND (x
i thank god for blessing such friends (x
its really a GIFT frm heaven loh !
wahahas.

thn went online .
saw * online also .
hais .
as usual .
didnt talk )x
i seriously appreciate my frens !
i really thank god for them you see .
pp like FARHAN mate , CHERYL DARL , MARSHALL DARL , EUGENE BOYFRIEN , GEKHEE bro , NICK DEAR & AHHWEE destiny .
they are the pp who were by my side whn im down man (x
really grateful (x
cheryl darling was cursing *
haha .
she keep telling me its not worth it to cry over him .
& stuffs .
but whad she expect me to do ?
i really love him now .
i dont knw why .
hais .
destiny is mend to be UNFAIR !
hmmm .
mayb me & * are just not fated to get tgt (x
& i dont blame .
its ohkay.
at least he love me bfore .
im content with that alrdy .
at least i was his once .
hmmm .
thn ahhwee heard im crying thn he immediately online sia.
so good right ?
always there for me.
wahahs .
i seriously appreciate ahhwee , nick & nana the most (x
my longest friends you see .
but farhan & cheryl are my PRECIOUS peeps(x
wahahas .
thn nick dear was great !
he pey me sia .
wahahs .
he was cheering me up man.
& we were talking abt the past man
haha .
yep .
last time we used to call each other dear
but now we cant call in front of her .
haha .
sensitive luh (x
haha .
thn kenny also keep pestering me -.-
keep asking me for patch .
i only love * now ohkays !
but thanks for the msg anyway (x
'alone ? i'll be your shadow.
afraid ? stay behind me .
wanna cry ? here's my shoulder
need a hug ? i'd hold you tite & say
: whadtever happends ,
you'll always have me .
need a ear ? i lend you luh .
pey me talk pls ? )= '

haha .
thou he's irritating ,
but he's somehow abit cute uh ?
haha
lol !
dont get the fooking wrong idea uh !
haha .
hmmm .
thn farhan was like ,
'cheeyen , dont cry hor !'
you will meet the right guy at the right time ,
* is not the one
haha .
oops =]]x
& he send me lotsa poems .
so touching .
but i promised him not to tell anyone .
so i cant =x
sorry (x
but he sent me dhis super cute msg '
'oh and for the last time ,
btw im msging you in my dreams yeah..
here the bills so bloody ex !
so this sms is special cus its ex ,
& also cos you are my mum..
haha .
dont spend too much time dwelling in the past .
look towards the future & make the best out of it ..
lol . kk gtg now .
need to meet my fans !
haha i singing autographs (wad u expect ? im dreaming !!)
kk must pay my money back for this sms in the real life kkaes ? bb ! '
haha .
im really so touched to receive tht msg frm farhan luh
he's the bestest guy i ever seen you knw ?!
he is very patient de luh !
haha .
he'll NEVER GET ANGRY luh !
haha .
i so love him luh .
though i knw him not v long ago ,
he still lend me his ears
& cheered me up luh
though he's nvr been in love bfore ,
he still stand by me
& for me ,
im so so so touch cann ?!
wahahs .
iloveyou farhan !
& yes ,
moutains are hard to climb
but once we manage to climb up ,
the senery is super nice (x

thn eugene boyfriend was great too (x
he says im not allow to cry without his permission .
haha .
&&&& he ask * to die ? =x
haha .
i feel bf frm bfore alrdy dont like * ler
bcos last time we conference mah (x
hmmm .
thn gekhee was msging me .
; 'cheeyen whad you dong ?
how are you ?
ohkay ?'
&& stuff like that sia .
haha .
so caring uh ?!
lovelovelove <3
i really so treasure all of them sia .
esp NICK dear & ahhwee for ytd (x
ahhwee cheered me up the most .
saying stuffs luh .
haha .
yes ,
& i promised ahhwee i will try to not shed a tear for * anymore (x
thn nick was the best ,
he pey me chat until 4+ 5am sia ..
haha .
i cant slp .
hais .
once close my eyes i would think of him*.
hais .
but whad to do ?
since he dont love me at all .
why shld i suffer ?
& why am i crying over him for nth ?!
he likes other girls .
whad cann i do ?
shudd my bloody mouth only right ?
nvm ,
at least i have friends to treasure !
though it wasnt a great day ,
i still thank god for today .
bcos he made me knw how much my frends care abt me (x
im so so so grateful & sad .
haha .
im touched too (x

ahhwee dropped me this testee (x
'cheeyen !
im also grateful to have a fren like u who always luff n luff..
yea.. we started talking only when the chalet.. i have no regrets going to the chalet becos i have no regrets noeing u..i noe i cant ask for more becos u're my most.i din tell u any secrets becos i dont have any xD
i told u.. im always there =)
whether rain or shine, its the same becos my computer is indoor xD
im also grateful n will treasure our frenship.. im proud to be ur destiny xD
u can choose ur own future n im just there to help =)
ty for letting me be ur listening ears
tc my course of evens
love.love.love

ahhwee'


look ,
pp care so much abt me .
why shld i be sad just over * ?

& farhan told me ,
the person who cann stop me frm crying is the one who made me cry .
but farhan ,
me & * arent in talking terms anymore you knw ?
me & him arent like the past .
we no longer talk on the fone nor sms .
i dont knw whads happening .
but someone told me he likes another girl .
& of course ,
im not so bhb to keep pestering him .
& i step out .


& ilove NICK DEAR (x
we were talking abt our past times luh .
yes .
time fly luh .
memories are the best .
but we cant turn baq time .
imissthose days too (x
its okay luh .
haha .
at least we are still in touch now right (x
haha .
nvm .
now i have ahhwee mah
haha .
my bestest partner (x


& ppl .
now i only trust ahhwee the most (x
i mean among my bedok frens ,
& ilovehim (x
haha .
he's my destiny man !

and i couldnt slp at all luh !
im gonna meet nana now !
gdbye (x
im gonna cry out all when i see her (x

26 11 06



today went to church again orh (x

woke up.
woah !
5 missed call .
ahhwee & sunita darl i think (x
hmmm .
then prepared .
darl said 11.30 meet .
& in the end is 12.30 -.-
hmmmm .
nvm ,
LRT-ed to compassvale .
met fav.
saw duanming kor (x
he bully me again )x
then bus-ed to TM .
chase aft 27 luh.
stupid !
haha .
darl luh .
so slow =]]x
wahahs .
then went to OCK to buy puff (x
each one ONE puff .
v. hungry sia )x
then darl bought her coke frm guardians .
MRT-ed to tanah merah .
ivan & ahhwee haven come yet )X
worried luh .
then saw yixian & liping .
she called !
weeeee !
wahahas .
then ahhwee & ivan came .
wahahs .
found them seh (x
then MRT-ed to expo .
wahahas .
then reached church luh .
saw kailim -.-
she scold vulgar in front of my cell -.-
make me bloody xiasway bodoh !
asshole luh
im bloody angry luh hor !
then went in .
worship .
bloody hell !
this bloody OLD WOMAN !
ahhwee ask me whad is the worshipping abt mah.
then i must explain mah.
bcos i bring him here de mah
then that bloody old woman kp me .
ask me in whose cell .
then scold me -.-
'this is a worship not a talking session'
if i got a chance ,
i would have said that to her ohkay !
asshole .
hmmm .
then went baq .
ahhwee so cute luh .
he swept away his shoulder.
bcos the old woman touched him
wahahs .
cute seh bodoh ~
ilovehim luh (x
then ivan asked me whad happened
then i tell ivan (:
wahahas .
then offering time .
ahhwee & ivan wanto clear tunkia .
haha .
then i say give me .
ahha .
thn all bochap me )x
lol .
then they went to toilet -.-
wanted to run away .
but i step one angry .
so they come baq .
yayness !
wahhas .
then ivan go smoke bah ,
thats whad ahhwee said (x
then pastor khong said smth ,
bloody ahhwee for no reason also raise up his hands with the others .
so bloody cute luh hor !
ahah .
then i keep laughing .
cant stop (x
then 2nd time they go toilet ,
i ask them go baq bedok bah .
haha .
not willing then dont stay loh .
wahahs .
then aft church ,
didnt go for the official launch .
went to marin parade .
jas went to meet her mum )x
so left me & darl !
went to aljunied.
wrong stop !
haha .
so funny .
then went to paya lebar .
took 76 .
reached (x
then shopped & shopped !
ate swensens (X
then went to shop again (x
then sinyan told me he saw me (x
wahahas .
then waited for the bloody long shutter bus .
lol.
homed (x
today was quite fun luh .
esp the church part
& with darl (x
& then cousin call me (x
she said alfred complain say i too cold towards him .
haha !
im so so so happy (x
wahahas .
then went home online ,
chatted with alfred & ahhwee loh (x
cute seh .
then tml going town with cousin .
alfred also going (x
but my ahhwee not going .
whad kind of destiny is he to me sia )x
wahahas (x


today's fun
except for the bloody old lady part .
it ruined my whole mood cann ?!

these are the photo i took ytd (x
the rest are with my other partners (x
will upload soon xD

she kisses me & i kiss her (x
precious byebye ahjie snap this (x
iloveher & love this pic cann ?!
rowena aka LANPA =]]x & cheeyen aka NEHNEH (x
they gave me this nick (x

she's precious to me (x
PURPLE SISTERS ` byebye & nehneh`
i simply love this girl (x NATALIE GOH xD
rowena & cheeyen (x BAOBEIS for life xD
MRS EUGENE (x
24 11 06`
tell me which one is nicer ?
before edit ? or after editing for this photo only ?

boring eh today ,
25 11 06 )x
sis & dad dont allow me to go out (x
must pack the stupid hse .
bcos my things are messing up the whole hse .
lol .
& bcos i demanded on going to church tml
& i spent too much of $$ ytd ,
dad restricted me frm bloody much stuffs luh .
even go dwn stairs also cant -.-
whaddahell -.-
i miss my mummy badly !
BOO )x



24 11 06 (x
ilove this date xD
eugene is mine =]]x
ilovehim .
wahahas (x

Can you think of 11 people stuck right on top of your head?

Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 11 people ;D


1. **f**d
2. Sunita darl
3. Natalie byebye ahjie
4. Rowena lanpa baobei
5. Esther sister
6. Maryann toot
7. Peiyan siao eh cousin
8. Ahhwee joker
9. Jaslyn fav.
10. Lihong baobei darl
11. Eugene boyfriend


How did you meet 10 ?
- through friendster & friends (:
What would you do if you've never met 6?
- I doubt i will learn so much (x
What would you do if 6 &2 dated?
- I doubt its possible luh.
Have you even seen 4 cry?
- yeps.
Do you think 1 is pretty?
- Nopes . he superrr duperr HANDSOME (x
Tell me something bout 11.
- He's MINE eversince ytd (x 24 11 06
How do you know 8?
- Know him thru some bedok pp (x
Would you ever go on a date with 5?
- We are going on soon (x
Whats 7's favourite colour?
- BLACK bah.
What would you do if 2 confessed she loves you?
- She always does that . im used to it (x
Fact about 9.
- She's a very niceee & caring person (:
Who is 6 going out with?
- grace loh . lol (x
Who is 5 to you?
- One of my closest sister eversince pri5 (x
Would you ever live with 11?
- why not ? Im having a relationship wit him . HAHA . JOKING -.-
Is 2 single?
- NO ! waahas (x
How much does 3 means to you?
- My superrr closeee ahjie eversince pri ONE , she nvr fails to make me laugh. She's part of my happiness xD & she's SUPERRR DUPERR PRECIOUSSS to me (x
What do you think about 1?
- He's SUPERR DUPERR gd looking & caring towards me (x
Whats the best thing about 8?
- He's the ONE who brightens up my day & nvr fail to make me smile weather im with him or not (x
What do you dislike about 10?
- Nothing, she loves me & iloveher (x we are forever closeee xD


Name 10 person to do this quiz.
- Sunita darl
- Cheryl darl
- Julin INSANE SISTER
- Peiyan cousin
- Huimei les-partner
- Ophelia daughter-in-law
- Anyone
- Anyone
- Anyone
- Anyone

*Was told to do this survey by ms.byebye (x

HAPPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY !!!


woke up frm nap (x
went to bathe
chatted with NATALIE precious ahjie (x
we both were so SLOWWW luhhs (x
she was naked !
haha .
im just joking =]]x
& im dolling up !
wahahas .
then drew & made-up .
called rowena baobei (x
she was bout` to finish .
then i rushed nat ahjie (x
then went to meet jas 1st .
LRT-ed to RP.
waited for ahjie to come (x
she asked me to wait for her @ 7-11
me&jas went (x
then ahjie called & said met at MAC .
so walked to mac .
ohmygoodness !
saw ahjie & baobei & amanda (x
so long didnt see amanda ler !
in fact ,
so long didnt see the THREE of them le (x
then like saw boyfriend ,
but was unsure ,
so didnt call him (x
then saw peirong's ex. & ppl .
lol .
&&& !
ahjie & baobei row wore until so SEXY luh ~
so niceeeee cannnn ?!
then went to MY GRAND-FATHER'S BUS-STOP !
teehee (x
waited for bus 88 .
hell !
ahjie & pp started laughing again (x
bcos i did smth (x
im so so so happy .
ahjie said ,
go out with me sure will stomach pain
bcos i will make her laugh.
im happy alright .
wahahas .
then crapped .
suan-ed amanda .
wahahas .
then my bus 88 came (x
i told pp that the whole bus inter is MY GRANDFATER open de (x
whahas .
crapp man !
haha .
boarded the bus .
were laughing all the way luh .
&& im the NOISEST in the bus (x
ppl were slping
& we woke them up .
wahahas .
we dont care =]]x
we snap & snap non-stop luh !
esp me (x
the whole journey was long but FUN (x
reached bugis liao (x
sister called .
asking me if wanto join her for dinner .
but im having it with pp .
& she's having with her bf -.-
lmao .
haha .
went to LJS bcos everyone complained hungry.
whahas.
was really fun luh .
i keep on suaning amanda .
teehee (x
then she bth .
she say me & chinkiat always suan her .
haha .
yayness !
she lost !
wahahas .
oops =]]x
hmmm .
left LJS & headed to bugis street .
shopped & shopped
wahahs .
then amanda went home -.-
she wanto play bball )x
then left the four of us shopping .
wahahas (x
we went into many shops .
waahhaas .
baobei row & precious ahjie keep saying im like a SUNIU (x
waahas .
then me & ahjie decided to buy many stuffs tgt (x
im waiting for her to get her $$
wahahas .
hmmmm .
then went into this shop .
saw this suppeerrr niceee poka dot spaghetti top (x
i bought it !
wahahas .
pp said its nice & i listend (x
loves <3
& precious ahjie has it .
so im gonna wear wit her the next time round (x
then shopped for my cardi.
but couldnt find it )x
then ahjie & baobei brought me to this shop whr they always buy their pants .
then i went to try .
was niceee (x
asked for discount
&&& the lady gave me !
wahahas .
was superrrr niceeee cann ?!
& i have the same pants as AHJIE again (x
so coincidence cann ?!
wahahas .
then shopped & shopped .
was bloody fun man !
then went to look for fav.'s pants .
she wants to buy my checkered pants too .
then she bought the short 1
& my baobei bought the LONG one (x
im gonna buy the long one too .
bcos thats whad i wanted luh .
wahahs .
& saw grace & maryann toot at 2nd floor .
maryann toot smile to me (x
toot luh she !
seems like stranger to me
bcos of her smile (x
but i still love her !!
hmm .
i spent the most $$ cann ?!
precious & fav. bought one pants .
i bought one top & one pants .
ahjie didnt buy anything man !.
wahahas .
FIRST TIME ohkay !
haha .
then ahjie keep complaining wanto go home & change
bcos she thinks she wore too ugly -.-
its pretty NICEEEEE cann ?!
wahahas .
then took bus 88 ..
the bloody bus driver is bloody assing luh !
we tapped & went up .
he bloody stopped us luh .
he checked on our cards -.-
bloody him man .
confirm is nth better to do luh .
bcos in front oso got bus88 mah .
he jealous ppl sit tht bus than his luh .
asshole .
then we went up .
he scolded ahjie ?!
ass him man !
if i could scold vulgar ,
i would have done so .
he better thank god that i've changed (x
& nvr scold vulgar anymore luh ~
then make my ahjie spoil the neos .
ask him kiss my ass man .
no luh ~
i loogi eh if he kiss my ass .
he kiss my dog's ass then fit mah .
asshole .
then went up.
sat dwn .
too many ppl & all were slping .
& so i decided not to make noise
if not ltr i kena .
haha .
then all were quiet .
all were listening to our own MP3
wahahs .
then rowena baobei & precious ahjie gave me a nick name .
they name me nehneh (x
& i named baobei lanpa !
oops =x
& precious ahjie was bye-bye
& jas was nini .
wahahas .
so so so funny luh !
were laughing all the way !
ohkay !
reached precious hajie's hse le .
named ourselves intestine family .
but i feel organ family is better (x
wahahas .
then precious byebye went to change .
i wento change too (x
then doll up again.
teehee (x
all were complaining that im taking alot of time .
wahahahs .
then LRT-ed to RM (x
lanpa baobei made us laugh luh .
she said to me .
if ltr she moves her eyebrow towards me ,
means asking me to bcareful.
ahah .
so funny .
you wont understand until you knw whads happening (x
then met amanda again .
was heading to half court .
but they say go 188 .
then change loh.
headed to 188 .
precious ahjie saw soyabean
& she was like ,
'ohmygod ! i've goosebums !'
wahahas .
SOYA BEAN !
hmmmm .
act only .
wahhaas .
the disable mermate (x
wahhas .
then went to buy drinks for fav. & myself .
& bought tibits for precious byebye (x
chinkiat & maoqing & zion came (x
wahahas .
then we all tgt suan amanda .
wahahas .
then she lanlan .
wahahas .
then i said maoqing like cat =]]x
bcos his eyes (x
wahahas .
but nice luh !
wahahas .
oop =]]x
then baobei lanpa said very hot .
so walked to RM .
but dont knw why we landed in playground .
wahahas .
slacked there .
i was dancing all the way .
wahhas .
nobody entertains me mah !
wahahas .
then the stupid chinkiat curse me fall dwn
bcos i was wearing heels
& playing playground mah.
whahaas .
then lanpa baobei really bth liao .
so headed to RM foodcourt .
chinkiat & maoqing went off .
bcos cck say his mom dont allow .
woahs .
wahahas .
then saw weilun & pp.
wahahs .
precious byebye ordered fishball soup
& lanpa baobei ordered dessert (x
i only drink .
wahahas .
finish .
lanpa baobei going to halfcourt .
me & preciousbyebye & fav. went home (x
LRT-ed home .
snapp again .
saw gary twice !.
1st he was with his girl.
2nd he was going to meet woomaoo (x
then reached ,
i went dwn first .
stupid asshole .
i went home.
took lift .
that bloody idiotic guy shock me man .
shouting frm the 2nd floor.
he asked ques
& i didnt reply .
wahaha .
wanto knw whad he ask ?
guess yourself luh .
then reached home .
wahahas .
lovelovelovelove <3

im gonna upload some photos 1st (x
others have to wait for my precious byebye & lanpa baobei to come online .
then cann get the photos frm them .
teehee (x
sorry luh .
only cann upload 7 photos (x

takecare ppl .
im too tired .
i decided not to ton today (x
im gonna slpp soon (x